Meet Gabby

I get told "I hate you. Shut the F*ck up, Why are you still here? no one wants you. Just leave." "Your worthless, your only a burden to those you love Also I have been blamed for my mother being the way she is, Bipolar and has a seizure disorder." And the worst part is, it comes from the people who are supposed to love me Thats right, family. I have lied to those who i promised I would never do it again, Because I did, last night. I'm sorry. I even promised myself. I get made fun of. I get laughed at because im not skinny. Because I'm not pretty. Because I'm not perfect. I do this and i hurt because it's pain I can control. It's something to take the edge off of real life. like getting high for druggies.