July 4 2011

I’m not to sure what I’m feeling at this moment. I’m scared, not sure of what, mad, not sure why, and sad, because the one person who taught me most is an hour and 45 min. away. I miss you Jordan Barclay. I miss Sarah from camp too. Jordan made a HUGE impact on my life. I hope his promise stays kept, that we are family and he will never leave me til the day he dies. He showed me what love is. What love looks like, how love acts. He showed me that he really does care, and that there are people out there who do care. I will never forget what he showed me and taught me. never. I just wish i didn’t feel this way. I feel empty inside. 100% empty